confused…

i guess this is one of the most confusing time of my life.. why? coz i have absolutely NO IDEA of what to do. 

i’m quite ambitious and i want to accomplish everything that i want to do. as of now, there’s law school and there’s work.. i know i kept on babbling about this for so long, but it’s just confusing.. i wanna take up law and continue doing it but i feel like now is not the right time.. i’m having fun working.. in spite of the major stress, still, it’s much better than studying.. at the back of my head, i feel like i’ve already accomplished a lot in terms of studying, but when it comes to education there’s no such thing as enough.. so i guess, i’m just looking for new experiences. but at the same time, i wanna continue what i started..

and now that the school year is about to end, here i am, planning of what to do next.. next school year, i wanna teach.. and since i have a job offer, then i might just grab it..now, if i do take it, what will happen to law school?? so there.. it’s confusing… i wanna do these things.. i’m still trying to establish whether or not i can do both at the same time.. and if i do, confusion just starts to take over..

*sigh* what now? what now???

with the people that made me sane for 15 months.. without them, i don’t know what i would do.. and even if we had our ups and downs (with some of them), i miss them so much!!

It is not how much you do, but how much Love you put into the doing that matters.” - Mother Teresa

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Track: Obsession
Artist: Sky Ferreira
Album: The Vampire Diaries (Original Television Soundtrack)

i guess there’s nothing wrong with being wanted and knowing that the person you love loves you back or more.. right??? ;)

~ dear diary... ~

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